Scottishlass07
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Prisofdesert
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Some Reiki music as well as the upbeat stuff. But last thing I feel is upbeat. To those kinda got to know the mad leprechaun. My mother did not have Co Vid, overcame sepsis and is still pretty ill but at least we got her home. I know now how Co Vid relatives feel. It's hell not being able to see your loved ones, especially if dying. The family are all here - from England too. Never see them in about fifty years wash a cup - but like the last two times when someone is dying they take over. I am leaving 'em to it. But if any get in my way - HELL REALLY HAS NO FURY. Why I am keeping out of way cause they ask such stupid questions of people know what they are doing and even give orders. I know it is hard on them too. Course I do. But just leave the real stuff to them knows what they are doing and not ask, 'Is that really necessary ?' I wanted to slap his cakehole shut. I do NOT have 'anger issues'. Only Americans. lol I took it for years but no more. If she goes - I hope in her sleep. I hate to see anyone suffer but especially your own mother. I have no idea what I will do or where I will go. They left me with the brother left - none want - not even one of his daughters. Drinking himself to death. I am not spending what time I have left cleaning after him. I just don't care anymore. I honest to God don't - about anything. Except my mother. You choose your friends - you are stuck with family. I could do or say nothing while she was at herself or I became Satan incarnate. The usual. But that might all soon change. Cause when it all does come out - WWIII won't touch it. 
Sorry for rant and depression. I need to de valve - as they say. I can't pretend anymore either that all is going to be hunky dory. It's my time now but I feel it's too late and with Co Vid what's the point. I mean - I am still G O R G E O U S. And the men overfill the sperm banks with my banter. True too. Almost.
The house is full but I feel like I am only person on earth.
But it will pass. If you knew what I have fought in life and institutions I have taken on - alone. This B.it,ch ain't done til the fat MAN tries to sing- whilst his balls are being crusthed.
They LOVE IT.
If lockdown and lack of lust is getting to you - talk, write, sing - or if safe - ride it out - some way.
Sorry for rant and depression. I need to de valve - as they say. I can't pretend anymore either that all is going to be hunky dory. It's my time now but I feel it's too late and with Co Vid what's the point. I mean - I am still G O R G E O U S. And the men overfill the sperm banks with my banter. True too. Almost.
The house is full but I feel like I am only person on earth.
But it will pass. If you knew what I have fought in life and institutions I have taken on - alone. This B.it,ch ain't done til the fat MAN tries to sing- whilst his balls are being crusthed.
They LOVE IT.
If lockdown and lack of lust is getting to you - talk, write, sing - or if safe - ride it out - some way.