Oh to go back to a time before you were f'd up by f'd up 'adults' and then come to the realisation that most of your life was a brainwashing, indoctrination and lies. The churches of the damned and those in 'power' used to teach us we were born depraved needing 'saved'. But we come to this world to be robbed of innocence and destroyed ?! It's true. Admit it to yourself next time you look in mirror, at your life and be REALLY honest. This is 'hell' - as bad as it gets. Or can be - 'til you tell those people to get the hell out of your life and start actually living for a time. Even a day.