I will commit suicide tonight! And will just say being a person that is seriously burned no chlove

[shambles925]

I'm not even worthy of your kind and caring sides! I'm sorry I worried people and I'm ashamed of that ! I know it was a cry for help and I leaned on people's emotions . My engine has worked so hard this year because my ex wife took my son to another country without my permission , and there they live know . He is Ten and I'm Grieving so Bad For him but don't know how it's gonna end for me ! It might get better who knows but I'm running on fumes with a serious health problem . You guys have given me a little hope and David loves yous for that . You are truly AWESOME HUMANS XO thankful for your time and your concerns

That must be a horrible thing to happen, and I can only hope that by opening up about it you’re now realising that you’re not alone and you do have people that will listen and do all they can, however minimal to help you get back on track. NEVER be ashamed of asking for help, and NEVER believe you’re not worthy. I can only hope in the long run the situation with your son eases and that you realise that you have so much to give him in the future when things are sorted out. Stay strong and you will come through the other side

 

[AuntyJayne]

I'm so glad that my fellow chatters have given you some hope. I know only too well how life can throw curve balls, but there always has to be hope. It might take time but I'm sure that one day you will be past these dark days, ( though I cannot imagine the cruelty of removing a child from your world).
Please don't be shy of talking to people as I'm sure we are all here to listen and pass on the modicums of advice we may have. Good luck to you and God bless.

 

[DOPAMINE]

Thats really.shit Axel D, I can only guess at the heartache that causes you but be strong. Maybe at the moment while you need to heal it's wise that you focus on yourself. Need to draw a line, place a stake mate, decide that from here on in you concentrate your efforts on getting strong and as able as you can to be able to move forward and towards a better and more manageable position. Basic stuff to begin and expand as you feel but you've got to really want to get better buddy. If you have a bad day, endeavour to have a better one the next, ok. It ain't easy but strive and fight and treasure life, for while you still have that, you have a chance.
I'm sorry to condense and summarise, type/text is shite, but believe the intent and goodwill, brotherhood shit bro, hang in there, fight.

 

[Axeldave]

I'm so glad that my fellow chatters have given you some hope. I know only too well how life can throw curve balls, but there always has to be hope. It might take time but I'm sure that one day you will be past these dark days, ( though I cannot imagine the cruelty of removing a child from your world).
Please don't be shy of talking to people as I'm sure we are all here to listen and pass on the modicums of advice we may have. Good luck to you and God bless.

 

[Axeldave]

Aunty Jayne , you just would not believe me if I told you how much your words have meant to me xoxo ! I can always see the real deal, and my Aunty Jayne your that deal! I'm lifted up again and hope to stay up because I've know got some fuel for my tank so I will start my engine in second gear lol sometimes we just need that push ! To my Aunty Jayne X. Whom I pledge to always be in her debt . Thank you

 

[Pepsid]

Im just putting it out there too if anyone ever needs to talk wen im on feel free to message me ive been in that dark place i kno how lonely and low u have to feel to even consider taking that way out but please please speak out dont bottle all that up inside it really does help to talk xx

 

[Axeldave]

Your reply is awesome , it HAS helped me . Wish I could type better my thoughts don't come out quite right but know this if you and your partner ever need my help for any reason !! I've got your backs ! Love and respect . Wee. Davie

 

[Pepsid]

Ty so much just wanted u to kno i kno u may feel so alone atm but ur not theres always a person there to listen so u just talk talk talk dont hold nothin in coz its so easy to do and that will consume u hope ur ok x