Hello, I've lurked for ages and once dipped my toe in but not for years. I need help / advice. I got divorced a few years ago, been a broadly positive decision. While it was nothing to do with the split, I've gone from watching too much porn (!) to obsessing about giving a blowjob? I've never fancied a guy, not even vaguely. I consider myself straight (don't laugh), but this just keeps growing. I'm literally desperate to find someone who is willing to meet up at a hotel and have a relaxed approach to letting me give them a BJ.
I'm entirely normal, 46, not an abhorration not am I Brad Pitt, professional, reasonably well read etc etc, but I don't know how to go about this and I certainly don't fancy discussing with a mate or slapping an ad on a gay hookup site.
I'm not looking for anything in return, I'd like to chat online a little beforehand, but I need to scratch this itch. Any ideas?
I'm entirely normal, 46, not an abhorration not am I Brad Pitt, professional, reasonably well read etc etc, but I don't know how to go about this and I certainly don't fancy discussing with a mate or slapping an ad on a gay hookup site.
I'm not looking for anything in return, I'd like to chat online a little beforehand, but I need to scratch this itch. Any ideas?
