60 yr old bi curious guy from Kent, experienced but still confused

[StephenDye]

Hi I guess I have been bi for about 30 years but have always had long 'normal' relationships with women. I have been unfaithful to them by visiting male masseurs and even doing massages on guys in my own home and going to bi/gay saunas. Tried many times to ignore the feelings and just be with women but have a weakness to keep satisfying my bi side. Would be easier to be gay I think eh. Anyway out of this mess?