You are totally right. I am allowing it to happen, so this lesbian midget groper probably thinks i enjoy it on some level and that it might go even further at some point.This midget groper woman at this point believes anything is acceptable to me. I am being treated as a sex object by this creepy ugly woman.
Exactly. On both occasions people were pretending that is not happening with confused looks on their faces. Only at the backyard party one of this woman groper friends got involved and pulled this woman groper off me and distracted her. But it was bizarre. Standing next to the groper I looked like a giant and I was letting her get by with it. Other people on both occasions probably thought that I am okay with it.
It happened again. Yesterday as i was leaving work this woman groper was waiting on the parking lot. She walked up to me and gave me a side hug. Then she started rubbing and squeezing my breasts with her right hand and rubbing and slapping my ass with her left hand. I was standing still, stiff as a board not saying a word. She was all over me, groping me, pressing onto me, slapping my butt. My colleagues were passing by and they were totally weirded out. This creepy short woman said "Wow you are so tall, big and soft. Your boobs are so massive, soft and squishy. You are so elegant and classy. You are so arrogant. I like that you are always dressed up in satin and silk, i like touching your clothes. ." Then she hugged me from behind and cupped my breasts with her both hands and proceed to hump me. She said in a really pervy, disgusting way as if I am not there, as if she is appreciating a piece of artwork in a gallery 'Your breasts are so massive and round.....wow... Oh my god how sexy. What do you expect? You are so tall with your huge boobs your big round firm ass your flashy clothes. You're so sexy!" That lasted for like 10 minutes. Instead of outrage, i felt a strange, paralyzing shame, but also again i got that meta pleasure . I was just standing there stiff as a board. I didn't even told her to stop humping me, groping me, rubbing me. Then she left.
I don't have lesbian tendencies. I find this lesbian groper woman ugly and repulsive. She looks like a short skinny ugly effeminate man. As far as having intimacy with a woman? That's just something that I haven't done and will probably not do so. Im a straight woman never got turned on by a women..
Is it possible that i am exhibitionist? What do you think?
So we are both exhibitionist's. I'm completely new to this. I love it when others see me getting groped by this lesbian midget. I love being dominated, i love being humiliated by her in public. But i would never want to kiss a woman. I am very sexually attracted to men. I am literally 100% straight. But you are right. This woman groper will chance a further step each time she sees me. I am totally immobile as my humiliation happens. I show shock and horror but i show no resistance. So she probably thinks i enjoy it on some level and that it might go even further at some point.This lesbo midget groper at this point believes anything is acceptable to me. But as she said herself the chances that she can actually rape me are virtually nil.
I am aware that i am becoming this midget lesbian groper's bitch, but i just like (need?) to be publicly groped by her. It is an incredible feeling. She is so dominant and invasive. This pervert woman is publicly groping me at every encounter. She is on me every chance she gets. She feels entitled to touch, squeeze or jiggle my breasts and to rub and slap my ass. This repulsive pervert woman doesn’t just touch me or grope me , but she always seem to be out to embarrass me somehow.She likes humiliating me in front of people.I am starting to think that this is a way for her to humiliate me in front of other people and gain power over me . Because a lot of people here in this community think that I'm stuck up upper middle class arrogant overdressed snob because I tend to ignore them. When i am in an environment where I do not know everyone I can come as arrogant and stuck up depending on the setting.Is truly a defensive mechanism though.I got the feeling that a lot of people here in this community think i am just arrogant snob.
You are totally right. I enjoy the public humiliation, publicly being groped by this creepy weird midget woman. I enjoy the embarrassment. It is not something that I'm proud of but I'm not ashamed of it either. I get a great thrill out of this lesbian groper thinking that I am uncomfortable, grossed and shocked by her actions. If she finds out that I like it , it will ruin it for me. I like the idea that she thinks she's getting a way with publicly rubbing me and groping me look without my consent. This morning she sent me a friend request on FB, and i declined her. If I did accept her, I think it would ruin everything for me. I don't want to become friends with her.
I discovered this big part of me that wants someone to have power over me and take control of me. To have my breasts and butt groped by this weird creepy lesbian in front of witnesses is very very exciting and as long as she is not really harming me in any way i will let her to touch me and grope me through clothes. I am becoming more and more of an exhibicionist. Is what I'm doing wrong? I was hoping you could give some advice... is this behavior bad and is it something I should try to stop? Or is it an acceptable, if not a little weird kink that I could share with my husband? I'm not sure what to do right now...So what do you think?
I figured out that i feel safe with this lesbian midget groper because she is ugly, hideous and repulsive to me. Also i am strictly hetero. But if a handsome attractive man starts groping me, rubbing me, pressing his cock against my butt, i will get aroused. And i don't want to cheat on my husband. I have never ever considered cheating before, and always saw it as something horrible. I've been cheated on. I know how the one at home feels. (Previous relationships, husband is faithful and loyal to his core). We have a great life, we are comfortable, typical upper middle class family. But i ad mit to you that over the years my sex life with my husband has become more routine and less exciting. Recently i find myself attracted to other guys. I feel really guilty about it, but i can't seem to stop myself wandering what it would be like to hook up with some of them So i am using this weird creepy groper woman. I like to be publicly dominated by her . To have my breasts and butt groped by this weird creepy lesbian in front of witnesses is very very exciting. But i will never have sex and intimate relationship with her. It is harmless.
Today on my way home from work i stopped at the supermarket. This weird woman groper was there with her friend(this short like 5 ft 2 skinny freckled face green eyes thin lips red haired masculine woman in her early 50s). They walked up to me and this ginger woman my groper’s friend complimented my boobs. Then this woman groper said to her friend “Touch her boobs if you want, she wont mind!” Then this short skinny ugly ginger woman reached with her both hands and gave my breasts what I can only describe as a jiggle-squish. She commented on how soft they feel. I was speechless. I was just standing stiff as a board for like 10 minutes saying no word while they both were squeezing and feeling up my breasts,rubbing my back,touching my hair and rubbing and grabbing my ass in the middle of the parking lot.They complimented my outfit and commented that silk and satin is so smooth to the touch when rubbing.I was towering over them.They commented that i am tall,big,soft and glamorous.
I really enjoy being dominated and humiliated in public by this midget creepy old groper lesbian. When I'm just going about my day and she comes out of nowhere, gropes me, her marauding hands all over me, while she stares greedily with her hideous lust-filled face. I'm loving this. I also like the feeling of completely losing control of my body. And I embrace it as much as I possibly can. I love how physically weak this groper woman is, and i let her to rub me and grope me in public. Why? I guess I'm into being dominated and being degraded. Am i a masochist? I like to be man handled and dominated by this lesbian midget weirdo. But I figured out that i feel safe with this lesbian midget groper because she is ugly, hideous and repulsive to me. Also i am strictly hetero. But if a handsome attractive man starts groping me, rubbing me, pressing his cock against my butt, i will get aroused. And i don't want to cheat on my husband.