I hate myself

Airrad

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i hate myself i just want to be nude in front of girl 24/7 and lose my virginity

Being voyeuristic in nature. I stare at boobs and bums a lot to my shame. I also have Cerebral Palsy, hope that doesn't put you off at all

.I keep watching videos of women in swimwear. Videos of nude women, videos of women with penises and videos of men having wet dreams and sperming in their pants.

My relationship with sex is a little unhealthy as what I really want is intimacy although I have two main sexual fanaticises.

1. Having a woman force me into sex and taking my virginity by force..2. A woman pretending I keep having wet dreams and fed up of cleaning my sheets and therefore doing everything for me to "Dry Up" my wet dreams either through encouraged masturbation and ejaculation or sex.

2. Having people see me nude and being nude 24 / 7

Dumb I know but it turns me on.
 
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