Hard and looking for a wank buddy

[Playday]

This has hit me hard in a good way. So many things mentioned that mirror how I have been feeling for over 20 years.

I am a straight, married guy with kids and I have never cheated in my life. I love my Wife and I am very lucky but this is always a constant itch that needs scratching.

I do not class myself as bi. I have watched gay porn and it does absolutely nothing for me. I do not fancy guys at all and I love women. For me personally, I could never kiss or lay naked with a guy. I could never fuck a guy or be fucked by a guy. I could never rim or finger a guys arse. Sucking is very debatable and would depend on so many things but the very thought of getting a guy hard and wanking him off and vice versa really turns me on.

Who knows? I may hate it but I am gagging to try it but I wouldn't want my cock touching another cock either, as in wanking them together. Again, does nothing for me.

The problem is, I usually chat to guys who want more or are convinced that when I am with them I will be too horny to turn anything down but I know for a fact it is all about the wanking only for me.

I have so much to lose and the risk is massive and it is so hard to find a similar, 'straight' married guy, who is normal, fussy, clean, hygenic, looking for exactly the same, in a completely safe, incredibly discreet, very private, secret manner, for no strings attached fun exploring wanking each other, with no pressure, no rushing and no stress if either changes their mind at any point. I would want to treat it as a one off just in case, so would want to make sure the experience was as enjoyable and as comfortable as possible.

I do not even like cum! Lol! Happy to have a guy shoot his load over my hand as I wank him off but I do not want it in my mouth, on my face or on my body.

I honestly thought I was in the minority but so refreshing to see I am not the only one with these feelings.

Just the thought of meeting in a hotel room, chatting, getting to know each other, making each other relaxed and comfortable, before running my hand over a guys package before lowering his bottoms and fondling his bulge through his boxers before slipping it out and feeling it get erect in my hand. Slowly wanking from the tip to the shaft, hearing him moan as I look at the pleasure on his face knowing how good I was making him feel. Make my way behind him to give him a reacharound to finish him off, as I also grab his hand and place it on my crotch so he would know how turned on I was, as I start wanking him harder and more vigorously until he explodes his hot sticky spunk out in front of him. Feeling his cock twitch and pulsate in my hand, not stopping until I have drained his balls and every last bit of cum is out.

Well, that is the fantasy anyway. Even if there was a chance of doing this, most hotels only take card payment and I have a joint account with the Wife, so think this will unfortunately remain in the wank bank.

Would love to find a local wank buddy to at least try.

The other guy pays and you give him your half in cash , think about it , there’s so many ways. I would insist on you bringing me your wife’s stinky fishy knickers for me to smell in front of you