Lack of passion buddy If you love what you do, it's not even work.. you get paid to do something you love.
It just sounds like you work a job that you don't enjoy, which is the same for a lot of people. If you can find something you can do that you feel passionate about and work towards working in that field, whatever it may be, you should go for it.
If you love what you do, it's not even work.. you get paid to do something you love.