SubmissiveLesley
I’m just your normal everyday girl living a normal everyday life. Sexually and emotionally I just seek more.
As a teenager I had a “normal” but what I would now call a mundane sex life. I met a boyfriend and we dabbled with bondage games. Tying, cuffing, blindfolding, gags etc. it was a revelation and sex became fun and exciting. The relationship ended when one particular night while I was blindfolded and tied he let his friend have me. I was mortified when I realised what he had done. I was disgusted with myself and what he had done. I felt humiliated and left.
Obviously the scenario played over and over in my mind over the next months. I slowly realised I was getting turned on by the thoughts and was actively fantasising.
I have since sought out “relationships” with sub/Dom dynamics and actively embraced the elevated levels of intimacy and emotion of pleasure/pain.
My limited experience in life is never say never. The word “no” is self denial and to experience is the only way to know if you like or not and only then should we say no.
There are many things I have not tried, some I yearn to experience and others I have apprehensions but isn’t fear part of the emotional journey?
Observations:
men see “submissive” and read it as “doormat” yes I may be a slut in the bedroom/in private but that doesn’t mean that I am just some slut on here to abuse.
Men think because we’re talking and find we like similar things that I automatically become their property.
When I say “okay let’s take a break for the night and talk again” in what world does that mean “carry on messaging me I can’t bear to be left alone”? That’s harassing/stalking. RESPECT
To all….. embrace life and live it to the max…. Most of all be happy x
As a teenager I had a “normal” but what I would now call a mundane sex life. I met a boyfriend and we dabbled with bondage games. Tying, cuffing, blindfolding, gags etc. it was a revelation and sex became fun and exciting. The relationship ended when one particular night while I was blindfolded and tied he let his friend have me. I was mortified when I realised what he had done. I was disgusted with myself and what he had done. I felt humiliated and left.
Obviously the scenario played over and over in my mind over the next months. I slowly realised I was getting turned on by the thoughts and was actively fantasising.
I have since sought out “relationships” with sub/Dom dynamics and actively embraced the elevated levels of intimacy and emotion of pleasure/pain.
My limited experience in life is never say never. The word “no” is self denial and to experience is the only way to know if you like or not and only then should we say no.
There are many things I have not tried, some I yearn to experience and others I have apprehensions but isn’t fear part of the emotional journey?
Observations:
men see “submissive” and read it as “doormat” yes I may be a slut in the bedroom/in private but that doesn’t mean that I am just some slut on here to abuse.
Men think because we’re talking and find we like similar things that I automatically become their property.
When I say “okay let’s take a break for the night and talk again” in what world does that mean “carry on messaging me I can’t bear to be left alone”? That’s harassing/stalking. RESPECT
To all….. embrace life and live it to the max…. Most of all be happy x
- Birthday
- Jan 30, 1993 (Age: 32)
- Gender
- Female
- Occupation
- Manager
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