Wow, I just love your reply. I think the age difference of your experience is a little disturbing though. I couldn't imagine being in the frame of mind to do what you have done, but the thought of submitting to that extent for a short period of time is a huge thrill.
Any other like minded ladies? I'd like to know I'm not a freak! I can't get the idea of total submission out of my head. My fantasies are pretty extreme, some of which I've acted out in chat. It turns me on to follow instructions, being pushed to do things to myself. Sometimes it's demeaning or...